my voice sometimes cannot say a few things that i really want to say, because there's a lot of ears hearing and a lot of heart hurting.

while me myself swallowing all the thing by myself, and cannot throw up.

its nasty to keep all the bad thing inside.

its make you be bad, disobedient, rebellion, sad, depress

but, you have to keep it all by yourself

because of the judging society

and we fight ourselves a lot because a few thing we cannot solve

and we just keep ourselves struggling

and all our hope just vanish

and all our happiness just shut and dim

and day by day, more gloomy feeling entering our heart

and still,

you can't say out loud

a few things!